Somewhere up in the mountains

No Internet connection. My life may just be teetering on the verge between life and death. Am in Wales and the view is Gorgeous. Yes. With a capital G. It's nice and warm and temp of about low 20s. Sat outside with tea and treacle tart for Cous and some weird tasting orange drink for me. Next stop the big pit.


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Location:Mynydd Illtud common

I miss you, mom

Most days it doesn't feel like you are not around anymore. Like what Ah Yee says, most times i can still picture you on your favourite spot on the couch. Perhaps it's cos you've always never imposed yourself on me. You've always supported us from the side and left us to make our life choices and decisions. You would just quietly wait on the side and be there when we needed you.

Some days, like today, I feel that you are not here anymore and the closest thing I can link me to you are pictures of you. I miss you mommy.




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No more energy

It's such a struggle to wake every morning to get to work. Before mom passed on I was already tired. Now I've completely lost interest and I can't find the motivation or energy to go on. I am on bed, have been the past 40 mins, willing my physical self to wake. Strange that my boss is piling me on with work and seems to feel that I'm back 100%. Note to self: in future when colleague's loved one passes on, they are never 100% back to normal




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