shit, shit, shit, shit...
Just the day before I am set off to London, a day which I have been thinking of for forever, I am down with a chesty cough, coughy and runny nose.
And it's not one of those colds that you can ignore, I actually feel light-headed if I stand still. I have a feeling if I had passed out at Sainsbury's earlier, last minute shoppers would have just rolled their trolleys over me.
Almost everyone has gone home, everyone staying at the hall has gone home. And it's weird. Althought I never quite see people in the hall, but their lack of presence can be felt. The entire Thornbank Gardens actually feels empty. And hearing people about how they are going to spend Christmas at home with family makes me a little homesick as well.
Well, at least S is coming over tonight to just keep me company before I go off for my road trip. Yup, it's one of those complicated relationships again. I'm not quite sure if I want to go back, or is it the lack of a familiar face that makes me go back to him? Or a genuine feeling that I do have for him? Don't know man...take it easy. Got iPod Shuffle, so I'm quite happy! muahahha.
I'm just so glad Bons and Janet are coming over. :)
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